Fashion

“Fashion is a form of ugliness so intolerable that we have to alter it every six months.” - Oscar Wilde

Yeah, I'm in a shopping online kind of mood. I love looking online for stuff I can buy, even when I'm not actually going to buy anything. For instance I would love to have this

I Like:

Iconic Hooded Tartan Jacket

or this one.

I Like:

Encore Hoodie 08
by Fox

As for Shirts:

I Like:

Flora De La Muerte Tee

I Like:

Rogge
by WeSC

I Like:

Sun Empire
by Cohesive

I Like:

Stripes By Monkey
by WeSC

How sad

Okay, so I forgot I had this thing. ooops. I meant to write in this at least every other day, and i'm going to keep trying to do that even though it's been a few weeks I think.

Um. I've started a new writing project, but yet again I've got writers block. That Necromancer story never went anywhere. :(

So, since I last wrote, Obama became our president (boooo(though he's better then Mccain))

I've also been playing Star Ocean 1 which is (as you can probably guess) the first game in the Star Ocean series, though I played Star Ocean 3 first. The games are connected, but you don't have to play them in order for them to make any sense. Three made sense without having played one or two. :)

Also I'm having to type this on my mothers computer because, sadly, my laptop is down for the count, it can't seem to find its hard drive which means all my stuff that was on it is now gone, which is good and bad. Bad because I had a 7 page paper on it that was due Tuesday, which I now hoave to re-write, but it's also good simply because most of the sutff i cared about was on my External HD, and the laptop needed a purging anyway. :D

Happiness.

"Most people would rather be certain they're miserable, than risk being happy."
-Robert Anthony

Happiness is such an interesting thing to me. Because it has eluded me for so long. That was not meant to sound as emo as it probably did but it is the truth. I have found it very hard to be happy, really and truly happy.

Except recently, I've been very happy. I don't know what brought this change. Maybe I was trying to hard to be happy, or maybe I've been doing something wrong? I don't even know. I think happiness is not so much a mood like most people think, but a mindset, a stringing together of little moments that make you happy so that you can remain so longer. Last night I got very upset, I won't go into the reasons, it was stupid, but I found it hard to stay upset long, the second I left the situation which made me upset I went back to being happy.

I'd also like to note that now that I've stopped my Acutane and Zoloft I seem to be much better, less angry, and less depressed. Maybe that was my problem. I don't know. I'm just glad to be happy again.

And now! here's French Buddhist monk talking about happiness. :)

The first step

It is good to have an end to journey toward; but it is the journey that matters, in the end.
- Ursula K. Le Guin.

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So my name is Ethan Weston, and I'll try and open all my posts with a relevant quote. I won't explain them, you can figure it out on your own. :) I may or may not preface what I am going to talk about, or sometimes I'll be very obscure. I will try and write short stories, as well as normal kind of blog things.
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As I sit here watching this show on UFOs, my mind keeps drifting to what I said to you.

You know I'm sorry for everything I said right? Of course I am, not because I did not mean it, because I meant everything I said, but because I really want to be your friend still. You were right though, space would be good for us. :) Because you and I are indeed very different and because you broke my heart and so our tempers flare whenever we talk.

Please find it in your heart to forgive me? I don't want to be without you as a friend. :)

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